Still Haven't Killed Myself

by Doodseskader

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	1.	Still Haven't Killed Myself 03:19	lyrics	buy track
	Open my casket and crawl out of my grave Godly ambitions as I put on my chains Mirror splits my face into a thousand fragments Forgot what I even looked like Guess I finally got demented Days I wish I could forget everything I've ever seen Days I miss the bottle because that was really me Smoke my brain to a pulp So I could cope with the pain Med habit runs in the family so I ain't even ashamed Spent my days climbing Until I almost fell Lessons I learned And now I only trust myself Drop after drop I kept giving and giving Thought as long as I had songs to sing I could just keep on living It's been two years and I still haven't seen anyone Four more months and I bet the f*ing flock will come And give me the same speech that they always do About "day one friends" and how "we is crew" But now I lost myself and you no longer know me I cut my arm to shreds to make sure I'm not a phoney Bars upon bars ain't a prison that can hold me Watch me peel back the skin and collect all of these trophies Now I'mma do as I see fit Cut out the cancer so I can fing live Thought it was always us and you was part of the clique Fool I ain't never seen your face and you ain't never done sh* Ask me how I live, beg me to forget Said you was never f*ing there and we don't do alternative facts Devil give me strength so I can live with what they do to me They claiming we is friends but I know all these sers using me Consider me a step up towards burning the fing ladder This is life or death and bet I chose the fing latter Noose around my neck Ask me how I live Talk about good intentions but all these fs I couldn't give Said all you want is peace, but how can we let this rest When I haven't slept in years and she's still sitting on my chest Little b**

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After their hard-hitting debut Doodseskader (Tim De Gieter of Amenra and Sigfried Burroughs of Kapitan Korsakov) are back with more of their “sonic terror”. A lot more.

“MMXX : Year Zero” took the world by surprise and this year will not only bring their first full-length album “Year One” but also multiple non-album singles. Starting off with “GABOS” & “Nonstop”, the band’s cover version of Drake’s super hit, and now the harrowing “Still Haven’t Killed Myself”.

“Still Haven’t Killed Myself” takes Doodseskader’s punishing blend of sludge and metal with elements reminiscent of 90’s grunge and hip hop and kicks things up a notch. With its pounding 808s, barbarous drums, and brutally honest vocals this new single hits where it hurts. 
Recorded and mixed at Much Luv Studio (Absent In Body, Amenra, Brutus) and mastered by Jack Shirley (Deafheaven, Oathbreaker) for maximum impact.

Their relentless work ethic combined with their unforgiving live performances and thirst for innovation have proven them a force to be reckoned with. Following up to “MMXX : Year Zero”, the band has four more albums in the “Year…” series and multiple non-album singles scheduled to be released over the next three years. 
From albums to artwork to merch and live visuals, the duo meticulously carves away at their five-year plan for the future as they aim to transcend both the cyclical nature and concept of a band.

Existing in the same realms as Code Orange, Death Grips, Ghostemane, Show Me The Body, and Xibalba, Doodseskader offers a new take on heavy music with their tasteful inclusion of melody amongst the calculated chaos.

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released May 25, 2022

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Doodseskader Ghent, Belgium

DOODSESKADER (“death squad”) is the new brand of sonic terror from the minds of Tim De Gieter (Amenra, Every Stranger Looks Like You,…) and Sigfried Burroughs (Kapitan Korsakov, The K., …).

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May 23

Wilde Westen

Kortrijk, Belgium
May 31

Ancienne Belgique (AB)

Brussels, Belgium
Jun 8

Hall of Fame

Tilburg, Netherlands
Jun 25

Chemiefabrik

Dresden, Germany
Jun 26

Fusion Festival

Lärz, Germany
Jul 10

Point Éphémère

Paris, France
Aug 14

Fernhill Farm

Compton Martin, UK
Aug 30

Down the Hill

Rillaar, Belgium
Aug 30

Down The Hill Festival

Rillaar, Belgium
Nov 21

Roxy

Prague, Czech Republic
Dec 11

Electric Brixton

Brixton, UK
Dec 12

Academy 2

Manchester, UK
Dec 22

't Beest

Goes, Netherlands

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